All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on.....and in three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on


This is my custom message as of now!!
Why did I put this message i am not able to figure out!!
In this blog i wanna list out things i wanna let go and balance it with things i really want to hold on....

letting go!!
1.Thinking more about people who just think about them self's
2.Losing temper for every minute errors done by the people i love the most.I do that because I expect a lot from them
3.Over reacting and then calm down within seconds..I will try my level best to either to be calm from beginning or be firm on my words till the problem is solved!!
4.My darling hobby to be untidy in every possible way!!!(H mm thats very hard!!)
5.My attitude in judging a person without knowing them!!

Holding on..!
1.My new optimistic nature...(Oh god almighty please let this optimistic thinking last forever in my mind!!)
2.My timing sense..these days i am brushing,taking bath and eating at proper timings!!
3.To be not so reserved (at least to people who matter the most to me!!)
4.The new approach of solving problems..IGNORING!!which i never did in my whole life!!(some things are better if ignored!!)
5.To set a new priority LIST!!!!

I solemnly swear that I am up to no good!!

The new year bash came and went away with number of resolutions!!.This time on a serious note I promised myself that i wouldn't go for weeks at a time without updating in some form of this thing!!currently life is very calm and smooth,similar to the warning before a storm!!

Right now everyone is enjoying the festive season..so am I!!but there is piles of work to do!!firstly my project is somewhere in the region of F!!and other than that I have no attendance (hmm..thats something unusual you see ;)..

On the other hand,two days back I visited the exhibition and I did two things that I love the most!!.Firstly I improved my bargaining skill to reach other level!!and the exciting joy rides !!.I always wonder why people fear Columbus...hmm still wondering you see!!

This was my first week of the most awaited new year..I wonder whatelse awaits me!!

BANG..BANG!!

2008..my orkut address stated everything i expected from this year!! ie "hopefully a good year awaits me"...everything was good till 28 December 2007(yeah as it was in 2007!!royally ****** up!!) but but dad had other plans to make me smile at the new years eve he got mah phone back from god knows where!!!....all happy custom message changed to "ON CLOUD 9!!got mah baby back!!!....blah blah blah...fast forward..on 1st starting was bloody good had fun,home curfew timings where extended(that's something unusual u c!!)...On 2nd was just thinking hmm may this year will bring me luck n happiness......
OH PLZZZZZZZZZZZ THAT WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE...this is the series of unfortunate events..from 2nd(mah happy go lucky new year!!!)
ON second...
dad:so whats your new year resolution beta??
me:to gather money from d money i earned and donate to CRY..
dad:good great..but what about d "career"
me:dad lets not start it now plzzz..
dad:u never take ur life seriously y??
CONFUSED CONFUSED!!
me:dad u never said to me before..u said i can handle mah life n all..wat happened to u??
dad:dunno gal!!i am worried abt u!!
THAT ONE LOOK ON HIS FACE TOLD ME i need to give them the "planned draft" of this years timetable..it was my dad who always supported me all d way along what happened to him..he was never like that!!"Y GOD??"
on third.....
i have no place for sentiments in mah heart but i have this obsessive compulsive disorder(in short i freak out..) when something very dear to me is damaged..
1st thing..My cell pouch,it was found in the laundry with itz zip gone n it was multicoloured!!!how i dunno all i could do was yell at my mom...
2nd thing...i have stamp collection which i started in 5 grade n stopped in 5th grade but i lovee that book!!thanks to my sis who was in hurry just pulled one of my books in my library and BANG...everything came down..alas so did my stamp collection book...it was broken and there goes other fight between me n mah sis..poor gal she did nothing but had to apologise!!
3rd thing..after all this darma i needed a break so went to meet mah best frd1..all i needed was,him telling that he lost mah CD!!!which had mah photo's from god knows how many years!!!bang bang...all i had to do was not pay d bill and leave..from there..later on i came to know that it was a stupid prank!!hmm i smiled..(he will regret this one day!!!)...
4th thing...went to divyaa's place n there was other surprise waiting for me..best frd2(i dnt wanna take her name for time being!!) broke mah darling chain which i love the most in my jewellery...

FROM 4th i did'nt leave the house...and was all alone..divyaa had college,best frd1 had project,best frd2 had more important things to do...that's all i have been doing!!!waiting for someone to call...!!!!!!!!!and then silly me.."priorities" come along for everyone!!

PS:TAHHHH DAHHHHHHHHHHH MY FIRST HATE MAIL(hate is a bit too much but chaltaa hai yaar!!)