Similarity..

They say no two people are the same in this world..I completely agree but I also feel underneath layers of fear and protection at the core everyone is similar..we have equal capacity to hold good and evil in our hearts some reflect the true self while others ignore..

When I say grow up..

Growing up is always over rated..when there is responsibility at hand or a hard decision to make we end up using "hmm may be its called growing up"...

Well according to me growing up means just learning responsibility for your own actions..getting out of the shell and taking risks..convincing and assuring family/friends it won't go wrong..taking the blame and trying to rectify the mistakes..

Growing up doesn't mean you give up on silly little things even if they are immature ..it just means doing the same thing in a more classic style ;)

I am still growing up learning the ways to make myself a better person..a good human being..

Even if it takes time to grow up let it..building character is Supreme and dedicate as much time as u can..

PS:No PS :D

The capital A's :Adapt and Adjust

May be I am at an age were adaptation and adjustment go hand in hand.As usual my life is revolving around zillions of questions.An Idle brain can always cause chaos atleast in my case and here goes the reason for all the rambling I have been imposing upon you guys

Well it was always my dream to get married at the age of 24 and start a family when I turn 26..but as my colleague says 'Never set deadlines in life you either push them further away or get disappointed when the reality hits' which makes perfect sense but an basic defination ponders in my head whenever people try to hush me up i.e we plan because it clears the confusion and makes life easier isn't it?whats wrong in planning a age for marriage as I am not looking for love!! ( FYI I do believe that arrange marriage stories end up being in love and happily ever afters :) )

When thinking about marriage its like I am in a paradox,for a second everything makes complete sense but after a minute its utter nonsense followed by complete hopelessness!!!

I think I am a sensible person atleast I thought so but right now everything looks ridiculous.My dad usually concludes such topics saying "u have always known what you want this is the first time you cannot know until its meant to be :P "
huh ? so much for the moral support!!

May be after a couple of years I will read it out loud to my husband and say "DUDE look I stopped working and starting writing these creepy blogs for you!@@!!..now present me a nice diamond ring for all the wait :P ;)"

Signing off,
Preri

PS:The title does make sense I Know :)

To My Dad....

A Shayari for My DAD :)-Mr.Makthal Prabhu Kumar

Bachpan ko pyaar se Rangaaya
zindagi ko khushiyo se Sajayaa
Imaandhari se jeena Sikayaa
Har mushkil se hume Bachayaa
sudharne ka tarika Samjayaa
Papa Hum aaj jo bhi hai bus aapine Banayaa


My wonderful typical father!!

prabhu kumar to prerna makthal :

Corrected Version Beta :

Rangaaya bachpan ko pyaar se
sajayaa zindagi ko khushiyo se
sikayaa jeena Imaandhari se
Bachayaa hume Har mushkil se
samjayaa tarika sudharne ka
aaj jo bhi hai hum pappa bus aaphee se..

Sounds better is'int it?See More

update..

Aapka Nashaa Ankho mein samaagaya hai
Aapka Nashaa Ankho mein samaagaya hai
Aapka Taawir Dil mein busgaya hai
aap Dil aur Dimaag mein is kadar chagaye ho
aap Dil aur Dimaag mein is kadar chagaye ho
Kuch bhi kahoo toh bus naam aapika aajaye
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ज़िन्दगी हमारी एक काव्ब से कम नहीं
ज़िन्दगी हमारी एक काव्ब से कम नहीं
रंग ही रंग भर जायेंगे इस अदुरे काव्ब में
रंग ही रंग भर जायेंगे इस अदुरे काव्ब में
बस आपका अनेका इंतज़ार है|

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हर दीवार खो थोड दूंगा तुम्हे पानेके लिए सनम
हर दीवार खो थोड दूंगा तुम्हे पानेके लिए सनम
बस एक बिन्थी है..
दिन होया रात कुतोंको बांद के रकिये हरदम

में शायार थो नहीं...

हे दिल जुटाले हिमत और कूद वोह दीवार

हे दिल जुटाले हिमत और कूद वोह दीवार

अबा को सम्जलेंगे कल परसु या कभी और|

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हम ना मानते खुदा या जन्नत को

हम ना मानते खुदा या जन्नत को

तुमे देखा तो लगा जन्नत हो या खुदा वो तुम्ही हो और सिर्फ हमारे हो |

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उदास सी ये ज़िन्दगी में आप आगये थो जैसे सासे भर गयी

उदास सी ये ज़िन्दगी में आप आगये थो जैसे सासे भर गयी

आब से ये दिल चाहत ही क्या ये सारा जहा आपको सोप्दी|

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शब्द से भयान नहीं कर सकते बोल कम पद्जाएगी

शब्द से भयान नहीं कर सकते बोल कम पद्जाएगी

ये अधि अदुरी शायरी भी ना पूरा कर सकी

ये कहेने के लिए कितनी मोहोबत है आपसे सनम|

NYC yet Again :)

When your single never make a mistake to go on a vacation with a couple who need privacy..
Here goes nothing...MY New YORK Trip..

This was one of those trips which confuse you and make you think are you happy or deeply depressed..the vacation made
my best friend realize "How AMERICA can Screw people UP"..
there were many thing I found out about myself and did many more thing which in this lifetime I never thought I would do!!!

Here are the few things which made me happy, sad, adorable and disturbing...

Shouting at the airport hugging you BFF after 2.5 years-->Priceless
Meeting a bunch of boys who apparently I already know and divyaa didn't-->Impossible
Getting stuck in the traffic while you know 2 people want to get away from the company-->Awkward
You do want to give them privacy and cannot do anything-->Helpless
Standing up and giving a speak in front of a bunch of strangers and breaking down in front of them-->Dramatic
Getting a hug even after so much drama-->Sweetness
Pumping up the romance in other peoples life when ur love life is in the region of "F"-->Dreadful
Singing on the top voice in front of a trained singer-->Commendable
Losing money knowing you would lose-->Recklessness
Talking about childhood and good old days-->Nostalgic
Holding your nephew after 4 months and he still recognizes you-->Emotional
Standing on a high table at times square and shouting your guts out-->Exciting
Saying goodbye and anticipate returning back to routine-->Satisfying

There was Drama, Romance, Laughter, Emotions, Singing, Losing and fights...My trip had everything but I am satisfied.. Divyaa has chosen the right one!!

PS:NO NYC anytime soon :)

Attack!!

To my dear Bloggie..

Hey,

NO excuses this time..I have been ignoring you and I am really sorry about it..My dear Bloggie :)

Cheers Preri.

Its about time I apologise but what to do I have nothing exciting going on in my life except now I am working and today being very slow I thought why not scribble some thing on my blog..

Its almost been 6 years since I started writing here and whenever I want to find a piece old memory I go through the archives of this blog..This is the proof for future me that I was stupid,funny and irritating most of the times in my late teens and twenties ;)

Job:what can I say,It is fun to be independent financially!!that annoying guilt is gone away.But the funny part is you still thrive for something more,I know me and I always thought a decent job would satisfy my ever changing and unpredictable thirst for more (Yuke it sounds sooo filthy but Hell I won't erase it and other line!!).SO here we gone life sucks and won't let you be happy even with everything you ever wanted is in yours hand..

Love:Dude,my 'SOULMATE' where are you I am still in search for but ironically you need to find me.

Life:Gone are the days where I can proudly say 'It was the most wildest day of the week!!..Right now I am stuck with Ektha kapoor serials which had provoked the suicidal tendencies in me :P

Friends:I miss Chandu and Divi a lot and yes its never gonna go away not in this lifetime..But I had a realisation lately..Looks like they are the most decent friends I ever had!!

Family:They are the same but the craziness has gone high.My mom has upgraded herself with all the technical stuff.My dad is the same old sweetheart :)..My sister has gone phys co on us..

Movies:HA ha ha what..Oh yeah I recently watch Kung Fu Panda after Inception so yupe I feel I updated enough..

By looking at the sequence in which I have written the above updates anybody can figure out Prerna is on the Dark side and May the force be with me through these dark times..

Signing off,
Preri

PS:Sorry its is a boring day at and a boring blog.Next time it should be fun!!
PS:The grammer still sucks huh!!

break ke baad..

happy new year bloggie :)job..job...job!!