A PICTURE WHICH DEPICTS MY LIFE!!@@!!!

(from left to right)..thats divyaa(jusst got an 6 mpic camera 4m her aunt)and shezz crazy about pictures(her own though)...next is chandana:incurably crazy about music hmmm...then me:yup i am always on phone(agony aunt!!)

TAARE ZAMEEN PAR!!

May be it is very emotional but this is one of the movies that made ME!!! "fall in love with myself and my life" and made me think even for 3 hrs!!,(hmm...a small reminder..I AM A "pessimist") how wonderful my life is!!!! because it made me remember all those words which my friend tried to tell but i couldn't get it!!name it anything lack of concentration or exam tension!!...On 15 December (I accurately remember the date because I gave my TOEFL on that day),Divyaa(my only friend who is not an engineer!!thank god!!she is doing her PG in child psychology) visited an Autism center and told me her analysis of behaviour these kids have from birth...It can be abbreviated in one line i.e "they don't have any feelings"..they don't cry,laugh,feel hungry,or know whats pain...all along they life they try to remember the daily chores and do accordingly again again!!!Do you still think your life sucks??If so,please visit an rehabilitation center(ONLY MY PERSONAL ADVICE!!)
...All i want you guys to know from my short blog is go watch the movie and refresh your childhood it surely provides a solid sense of nostalgia for one's own school days!!!!and most importantly be thankful for what you have.......at least for 3 hrs!!!MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

CLUELESS LIFE!!!

warning:ITZ 1 O CLOCK IN THE MORNING N I AM VERYY VERYY SLEEPY!!I MIGHT HAVE DONE MANY MISTAKES ACCEPT THEM AND CORRECT THEM(IN UR IMAGINATION AND READ)..THANK U FOR UR WAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY..HMM...SUPPORT!!!AND ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK BLOGGING IS AN ART PLZZ DONT READ...YOU WILL FAINT!!!

PERPLEXED!!Dats something everyone knows!!courtesy my old posts!!!...Wat is IT this female confused about now??(may be u noticed i am already mentioning myself as an 3rd person..fishy is'in it??!!)..lemmeee c..lemmeee c...I am confused about dozens of things happening around me...As a habituated page filling JNTU engg gal i wish to express myself in points.....

>>FIRSTLY I got 75% in 4-1...how?I know i did my externals well but i was damn sure that i will flunk my lab!!.."i didn't"..now i am confused...why?? did my lab external gave me this wicked smile while i was answering my viva??other doubt is on the first exam(operating system) i was SO sick that i had to sleep for 30 min before i could see question paper...you can guess how well i wrote!! but it was a utter shock for me wen i got 70 out of 80!!!in that very subject(highest of lot!!)...HMMMM..luck!!;)fate!!but the subjects i really did well came out as an average score...!!!

>>I took TOEFL exam on 15Th Dec...my main confusion is "are u seriously supposed to concentrate in the listening section because i was soo confused in deciding whether to sleep or listen!!...I was basically tryin to handle myself from slipping off the edge!!!!"

>>SAW sawaariya...HMMMM...main confusion is "WAS IT SUPPOSE TO BE A MOVIE"..and Mr sanjay leela bansali i want my ticket n pop corn money backk!!!do u get it!!!

>>SAW ajah nachle...courtesy pirated DVD(was in shock after sawariya)...was confused to the core where was madhuri dancing as far as i remember she was doing same steps??? again and again...!!!

>>Chirtmas is ard the corner,went to get a gift for a very special person...dnt put so much stress on ur brain..itz 4 me n myself!!was confused abt wat to get!!hmmm...gals n shopping loadss of confusion....

>>Many general topics also included (bulk offer!!nearly a bad joke!!)such as am i still watching downmarket silly stand up comedy shows??

>>why galz make boyzz as they life(24*7) n cut out eveything else!!!

>>why do i still have go to coll(height of luck I am doing my project in coll)

>>I am perplexed abt many things in general n i want to wind up everything in one line "why?? did this year brought me nothing but bad luck!!"

IMAGINARY ME!!!

Its just past midnight, as a sincere engineering student I am continuing my one day batting innings with loot of effort(trust me I am!!)...its like 20-20 match for me! Hmmm...As I was pouring through all those boring, lengthy derivations my eyes caught a glimpse of a chocolate wrapper which my lazy friend (divi kutty) didn’t dispose...from there my story begins, all I needed was an excuse to deviate my mind and a piece of colorful paper was more then enough...all I could now think about was how divi used to like chocolates 4m school days .oh yeah...school my wonderful school!! My thoughts where drifting from my elementary to the high school!!...The only name that revolves in my mind whenever I think about my high school is "MAXY"...He was a charming, delightful college guy(4years elder than me!!) who was always considered COOL no matter what he did!!!...And he was my boyfriend...NOW THE HARSH REALITY. He was an "imaginary character" I picked up 4m my 2nd grade English textbook since I was this arrogant, egoist and reserved little gal from childhood and needed a friend! (in reality I didn’t exist in my class!!child psychology!!) as I grew up I forgot about that character...fast forward july-2k...The D day... That was in my 8th grade when i along with some of my classmates were playing truth or dare..the only reason they let me in was I was in the club(alone!!) and they had to be modest!!...IT WAS MY TURN:I said truth(DARE..Y not DARE??)...the great sree (most annoying gal!!) came up wid this stupid question..."tell me the weirdest thing you ever did???"...all I had to do was to tell them about "MAXY"...Life just swept away 4m track,they catcalled “maxy maxy” when ever and where ever they found me!!...life was terribly miserable in the beginning but may be the whole maxy episode happened for a good reason all the gals who where bugging me where d sweetest!! After all that 3 weeks of hardship they finally stopped pulling my leg and started treating "MAXY"as my boyfriend!!(phew!!c same category)..I can still remember them saying "LETS BE FRIENDS..UR CRAZY ENOUGH TO BE ONE AMONG US"..Now everyone is far away they just drop in once in a while to say "hi" in orkut..BUT..From then till now whenever there is a reunion first question my classmates ask is
"BABY HOWZ MAXY DOING??"(Crazy ppl!!)

"YEAH HE IS FINE...BEEN ASKING ABOUT YOU !!" (Or crazy me!!)

SOME QUESTIONS ARE BETTER UNANSWERED!!

THREE CHEERS TO ALL THOSE INNOCENT MOMENTS HIP HIP HURRAY!! HIP HIP HURRAY!!
HIP HIP HURRAY!!

PS: By this one can learn how a human mind can deviate if it’s not interested
PPS: or my disinterest towards satellite communication
PPPS: or the height of stupidity...for writing this blog!!!

PHEWW...LIFE SUCKSSS!!

Yeah.. Yeah..

Get up. Get out.
Move on, move on,there's no doubt
I'm all wrong,You're right
It's all the same with you
I'm too thin, too fat
You ask why, so
why, so why, so why, so why?

On and on and on and on
On and on and on and on

Don't wanna grow up
I wanna get out
Hey, take me away
I wanna shout out
Take me away, away, away, away
Away...

Round and round, here we go again
Same old start, same old end
Turn my head, I turn back again
Same old stuff never ends
Do this, do that. Can't deal, can't deal with that
I tune in, tune out. I've heard it all before
Hello, goodbye. Never asking me why
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

On and on and on and on
On and on and on and on

Don't wanna grow up
I wanna get out
Hey, take me away
I wanna shout out
Take me away, away, away, away
Away...

[Guitar solo]

Don't wanna grow up
I wanna get out
Hey, take me away
I wanna shout out
Take me away, away, away, away
Away...

Don't wanna grow up
I wanna get out
Hey, take me away
I wanna shout out
Take me away, away, away, away
Away...

Round and round, here we go again
Same old story, the same old end
Turn my head, I turn back again
Same old stuff never ends
LIFE SUCKSS...
CAUTION:With due respect for every reader who is reading this blog...this blog consists nothing but negativity..people who are happy go lucky and anti-PESSIMIST(filled with positive waves or something..)..."PLZZ STAY AWAY"
where was i ....yeah...life sucks... ask me y!!!2 weeks back i joined "RAMAKRISHNA MATH" one of d greatest math's in d world
I joined d math to stuff in optimistism which went well before i was struck by my destiny to force me to change back to normal!!!

WEEK FULL OF TANTRUMS FOR BEING POSITIVE HEADED:--
1.save as much as you can money..it can be useful for someone
I DID BY JOINING THE RTC BUS>>>
lost my baby N70...may be its useful to d person who chucked it 4m me!!
2.Be calm when your anger and count numbers...till 100 is more than enugh
WAS WALKING BACK HOME BIKE HIT ME>>>
Kept cool and said its k...d man gathered crowd and started yelling..one..two..three..fuck...oopes its hard to concerntrate wid bunch of idiots shouting at u

3.everything happens for a reason...and will change your life's forever
WENT TO COLLEGE ON A RAINY DAY>>>
No umbrella noo problem....got cold,fever,conjuctiveeyes was at home 4 10 days on bed..life's really changed...SUCCESSFULLY PLACED in attendence shortage list wow!!

4.make ur life very simple...start with cloths and life style
GANESH POOJA AT FRIENDS PLACE>>>
No {ornaments,gaudy dress}....the moment i arrived at function my friend was wearing my dress and had bunch of admirers...."i am cool..i am veryy COOL"

5.Be MODEST (*keyword modest)...never accept any kind of eulogy
WITH DADDY TODAY>>>
had been going to french classes wid my college...dad:your working very hard to manage your life--me:No papa its easy..not as much as you r--dad:yeah..u shud be doing 1 or 2 projects..blah blah blah...my dad goes to office at 10:30 n comes back by 6!!!!!
6.learn from mistakes...never repeat again
5 SIMPLE RULES>>>

1.you have money spend it...if not someone else will..donate 4m ur bank savings
2.when in anger...count till 3..after that(if fight is still on then) punch hard
3.nothing happens 4 a reason..it happens because of reason
4.do what makes you happy!!sophisticated or simple!!
5.NO COMMENTS PLEASE...i am very modest(in my way!!)

QUARTER LIFE CRISIS!!!

Terrified... mortified... stupefied...By myself,may be because "the fact" is sinking in me that I will not be pampered by my parents or have my lovely friends beside me to share everything(which is what i did passt 10 years)..ALERT-"i am just other kid who is aspiring!! to land up in US for MS"(surprise surprise!!)..right now everybody even me as matter of fact are so focused on career's,resumes and placements that its hard to even think about a day off to do something for fun,even if we do find time we end up talking about any of the above three topic's!!!..As far as my parents are considered the only topic that comes up during meal times is "who got into which company n loads of bullshit about 'me coming to age'(in 2 months i am going to 21)"..Actually i am thinking abt that too(THE OTHER WAY AROUND!!)...Mums usually fussing about how untidy i am and dad about my acads,projects n abt my savings account!!

My thinking has taken a DRASTIC turn and interestingly i feel people around me are going through same phase..May be (*key word may be...completely my opinion..y..since its my blog!!) we change our complete character here strictly speaking of myself,I became more selfish,egoistic and boring!!...I never fought with my school friends(except for cat fights we usually have..y..becoz we are gals!!)now a days its highly unusually if one among us is not pissed at others!!...All along (4 years of engineering) i dreamed was about "D day" i.e collecting my certificates and throwing disgusting looks on all those people who deserved it(knock knock my professor's...y...becuase they r too sweet n charming!!) but now all i feel is not leaving dat(stupid!sucking!!) college...y..thats a billion dollar question huh???

I was never scared about future..its not because i dint think about,i have a friend who kindly enlightens us about all sorts of exams,companies,..whatever related to career!!...but i was confident that everything is well planed..but now seriously thinking about it i find flaws n loophole's everywhere!!!!Does this mean i am finally screwed up!!!Is this y Hrithik sang "main aisa kyon hoon??(in lakshya movie)Is everybody (my age mates!!)this insecure??... I am ending up doing everything I once thought is uncool like 4 example " i am boring you with this stupid blog!!" ...Finally somebody is happy with whats happening to me(changes n stuff)..guess who????



my parent's they think I am growing up and learning my priorities but tahdaaaaaaaaa actually i am "CRACKING UP" and learning to confuse myself...!!!

EVERYBODY'S FOOL!!

Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled

Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

It Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool....

One of finest song!!! well d song puts all d meaning in world esp about broken relationship's...

My doubts gets stronger n stronger when i read about couple's breakup in d paper (and around!!)or count number of "heart broken" communities exsisting in orkut...really i feel its quite rare now a days to find a strong+long term+committed relationship between two people...
the other day i watched "the train".."dnt ask y" or even "how could you"..i assure you that i am sane enough to write this blog after watching dat movie also!!..definitely it was a new topic with dark subtitle "bewafa..dard..judai"!!..Y cant they give us a break n think something new its been ages(decades) since this topic enlightened us!!...if people think movies are inspiring u will have to tag ur mate 24*7!!...

I wonder where those days have gone (though i was a kid then) those early 90's where every teen sang they heart out ki "pehala nasha phela humara.."..

There is no more trust,sincerity,oh wait i forgot something yeah "love" actually....

May be this means generation leap...but i always prefer old Hindi movie's with innocent twists....

P.S:-Inspired 4m the break up of bips n john they were my favourite couple!!

something like this..!!!

Been thinking about writing a real blog for about month and all i could think about is these two topics
(i) Independence Day
(ii) Movies(chak dee!!rockzz)
But decided neither of them is interesting..mostly because most ppl would have already wrote about them....
One of my friend has been bugging me to listen to the song kuch is tarah by atif aslam..its a pretty good song..mostly i think shows d shades of "friendship",well my friends thought me a lot about life hence all pieces fall at place...BINGO that's y my title is "kuch is tarah"(complete summary of what i learned hanging around my friends!!)...here it goes.....

CAUTION:---- I have been one d "biggest pessimists" 4m past let me c ...15 years..only after my 20th birthday i realised i am a very positive person(took me 20 years to realise that!!) thanks to my dad's prep talk ...

Here starts my analysis of life..everybody has problems "never think that your the only one struck down by griefs,pain,blah blah.."..move on get a life!!

I always try to b as sweet as possible with everybody but its very hard to be sugar candy with everybody(esp egoist morons!!) so ignore them!!

Be friendly with everybody but dont put a toe out of line where your dead sure would screw everything up!!

Childhood friends are the only(in my case) ones who can really bear you for whatever you are!!(no matter how hard you find them at times!!)

life's too short to worry about every single minute things..(i used to sit n think for hours if there is noo happy ending in movie)..leave them there and go for hot cup of coffee!!

Realise that ur just making up excuses to run away 4m problems...face it(d only way u can solve it)!!

Its very easy to lecture people to say "move on"....moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard!! i know i am cracking up and revolving around what i say n said..itz confusing yes but sorry to say i am a confused gal myself!!HOPE I SUCCESSFULLY perplexed you!!

From shakespeare wid love!!!

*"When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew. "



*"Such is my love, to thee I so belong,
That for thy right myself will bear all wrong. "



*"So they lov’d as love in twain
Had the essence but in one;
Two distinct, divisions none…"


*"My bounty is as deep as the sea,
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite. "



*"Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind"

.


*"Love is a spirit of all compact of fire. "



*"So long as I can breathe or I can see
so long lives your love which gives life to me."



*"They do not love that do not show their love.
The course of true love never did run smooth.
Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love".



*"I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell, and I'll die by your
hand which I love so well"



*"Doubt thou the stars are fire;
Doubt that the sun doth move;
Doubt truth to be a liar;
But never doubt I love. "



*"For thy sweet love remember'd such wealth brings,
That then I scorn to change my state with kings".




*"...Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or Bends with the remover to remove.
O, no! It is an ever-fixed mark,
That looks on tempests and is never shaken.
It is the star to every wandering bark,
whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken"



*"Love is a smoke raised with the fume of sighs,
Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes,
Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers' tears.
What is it else? A madness most discreet,
A choking gall and a preserving sweet."



*"Such is my love, to thee I so belong,
That for thy right myself will bear all wrong."



*"No sooner met but they looked;
No sooner looked but they loved;
No sooner loved but they sighed;
No sooner signed but they asked one another the reason;
No sooner knew the reason but they sought the remedy;
And in these degrees have they made a pair of stairs to marriage..."



*"One half of me is yours, the other half yours-
Mine own, I would say; but if mine, then yours,
And so all yours!"

mighty words!!!

These are some of my favourite quotes
*While half of the world is starving,other half is on diet!!

*Jealousy is like u drink the poison yourself n want other to die!!

*Fighting with the boss is like fighting with pig in mud,after sometime u realise that you are all dirty n actually pig is enjoying it!!!

*"Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard. "(**all time favourite!!)

*"Taking joy in living is a woman's best cosmetic."
- Rosalind Russell

*“No man has a good enough memory to make a successful liar.”
-Abraham Lincoln

*Always forgive your enemies - Nothing annoys them so much. -Oscar Wilde

*Life is 10% how u make it and 90% how u take it!!!!

*When he shall die
Take him and cut him out in little stars
And he will make the face of heav'n so fine
That all the world will be in love with night
And pay no worship to the garish sun.
William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet

Its all about money!!bolo jai jai money!!

How many more talent shows??past half decade there have been introducing all kindz of singers some of them are good for nothing!! some who are really fasinating!!@@!!..I was never interested in any of those but lately my comp got blasted by my lil sis(*keyword blasted),all my books packed n hidden confidentially by MUM she hates those books("Novels anyone who got brain's wud have understood that") becoz according to her i would have got EAMCET,IIT,CAT,GOLD MEDAL...wait even NOBEL prize for d concentration i put for completing or rereading d whole book in 3 hours!!..so where was I..yeah..my sweet heart sis "accidentally" broke my gameboy station ALSO (what a timing nah)...so i was struck wid d IDIOT box (ex lire!!)..i had noo option for 3 whole days (including weekend!!)..i sat down and watched a k soap(HOW COULD I!!)...itz called kasturi or something(just out of curiosity) i dnt understand y d hell there are playing hindi film songs in the background!!they completely suck each dialogue ends on similar note "v are middle class people" GOD y the hell i am telling about it now now may b i am still in that crazy madness trauma..so my main agenda was hmmm yeah "talent shows"...i watched both Indian idol n star voice of India..i thought Indian idol doesn't care about TR P's it main focus is Ad's (esp Sony Erickson) god those acts of being close n dancing in rain are sooo artificial!!..on the contrary star voice of India deal purely,sincerely,mainly on TR P's man y do there fight like pigs(JUDGE'S) its all about favourism they like everyone every contestant but love only some i bet my life that one among them will be d winner no matter how many votes you send!!all shows are (strictly according to me) stuffed with nonsense and politics and coated with honey filled cream..basically I want to summarise my whole crape as DNT EXPECT REALITY OUT OF THESE TR P HUNGRY CHANNEL's...taaaadaaahhh NICE blog naah!!!thank u for your precious time!!
P.S>>dont go watching this crape as i did it is just a pain in rear end at d end of d day!!dont watch even ur stuck up on an island with nothing to do!!
P.S.S>>>please don't judge me by this blog as not a music lover i do love music "provided" there is some music!!

GOODBYE!!!!!!!!

8 years back (when i was in 8th class) the name harry potter was weird..i never tried any book other dan wat my library provided me..it had loads n loads of fairy tales,hardy boys,Nancy drew,..we all read dat book's because we had an one hour long library hour and we were forced to read!!!..harry potter was getting popular then only!!..when the new stock was brought into school they where queues for getting d one day booking!!(taking home) my friends used to go and stand before d period began...this rushing caused to rise curiosity in me and i wanted to read it once at least but i hardly read my own subject books so the thought of reading d novel was dropped...after some months(may b years) it was my best friends birthday and she took us all to harry potter movie(1st episode)...after watching dat movie(dint understand head or tail) i decided (very seriously) on reading dat book..My dad was overwhelmed when i asked him to get me d book(i never asked him to fetch a book till den)...next day i had the book in my hand and it was d beginning...first made goo crazy about harry..second i read it in one day..third was awesome(read it like zillion's of times)...fourth was interesting..after dat all i did was waiting for the release of 5Th book..but alas it was disappointing i loved Sirius black(i am die hard fan)..after dat i kinda lost interest in reading potter books thought everything turned into tragedy n there was no fun element in d 5Th...when 6Th book was released so as to follow d years tradition i borrowed it 4m friend n read it..skipping almost every lengthy para....but when it came to 7Th book i started off without any enthusiasm but when it came to d last few pages i felt like "why is this book ending!!"...its was mixed emotions n i am going to miss d book a looooot...!!...goodbye harry!!

what not to wear!!

After all dat SAD boring daily routine saga here comes d funny part..vexed with our life's me and my best friend d other day decided doing something rather unusual ...The theme dressing v are very thin and look 6 years younger dan wat v r..so d theme was my friend sud make me look like an 10 year old kid n i had to make over her to look 6 years older..v first started with nail's ..(i dint take all this as seriously as di did)(oops my friend's name is divyaa in short di)..she kept something weird it was blue No something purple with stars n silver glitter..d first thing i did was complain...to my suprise she dint even care for wat i was saying..next came d dress..i wore everything blue..blue earrings,blue shirt,blue pant,blue looooong chain,blue bracelets(dozens of them),blue watch...here comes d weirdest part..itz been like 10 years since i quit wearing a hairband n thanks to di she found a blue(rather very gaudy)band and was behind me to wear it...i completely disagreed n we had an argument...so finally she won n i had to put on dat band..there i was after like 1 hr of makeup..yeah she brush all nonsense colours den in d end she said one simple line.."arey yaar i forgot kids dnt do makeup it will not look natural"..n then she rubbed off everything...as far as me doing makeover to her was very simple..i chose everything in grey,black n dark brown to give her an older look n it worked very much favourably ....now v where all set n who won was to be decided by bunch of friends..so i went to meet my friend..i dnt know where she went???...d first reaction of ram(my close friend) was """HE LAUGHED""...he dint recognise me at all..all though he completely agreed dat i look very young d thing dat irritated me a loot was he din't stop laughing!!!...finally i had to agree di won d game n i ended up taking zillion's of photo's in ram's,mine n di's cell...this is like d girlie st thing we ever did!!!!..i am soo glad dat i could pull off d 10 year old younger theme very elegantly(dats wat ram n my inter friends said)..thank you di u are a wonderful makeover artist!!!!

AS USUAL!!

life is pretty much normal again after 2 months summer vacation back to normal..i really thought 4m childhood life will be easy as i go along but itz been totally wrong assumption..in 10th i used to think college will be all abt parties,NO BAGS,tension free life it turned out to b drastically unimaginable phase in my life..ppl said engg life wud b full of masti..yeah there ver true m-mental tensions a-acutions s-sadism(esp lecturers) i-internals..engg was filled wid hopes(itz like "i hope next sem this fello doesnt come")..as my title few days back(before d harsh reality) was "finally final year" showed some enthu of...at least now being a free bird (at least 4-1 sem) but as there r soo many twists alike in daily soaps... there ARE twists in my so called final year!! to start wid..my worst nightmare came to teach..secondly my class is in 4th floor..thirdly i am going in rtc..the only reason which gave me a reason to b happy was dat everybody will get 75% attendence at d end..may b god cud'nt see me happily(typically bollywood) cozz d fello who has to put d attendance hates mee...d solo reason 4 my happiness was blown away on top of dat all lecturers forgot dat v are d 4th year students are thinking abt surprise tests which can improve our acads!!wat a pleasure i never wrote i surprise test till now(y now!!)n i never want to..abt d fourth floor thing i walk like 1/2 km to reach d entrance then four floor wud reduce my weight i am already skinny n for god sake 4 floors(canteen is in ground floor!!)..while going i need to walk like 2 km to reach d bus stop..dats not d problem..v r d "super senior" our juniors dnt even know dat and often mistaken as a juniors they try to rag us(my dignity of being i senior!!)...only yesterday i got into ladies special bus.. god!! general bus is far too better gals who sat behind us were playing antakshari actually very creative minds (they have) cozz not a lyric was matchin to d original composition!!..dats all 4 now

My road to success is always under construction!!!

wat do i do!!!!right now everything in my life is revolving around one simple word "confusion"...I'm finally in final year but wat now???wen i ask ppl there are giving all kinds of funny stupid irritating mostly idiotic answers...mom is sayin "darling fly off to US..my sister will take care of u" DO U REALLY NEED SOMEONE THERE???i mean come on daa..now lets c wat my pa says..."do whatever u like beta but not MBA,dnt do a JOB,not MTECH beta...i mean do wat u want"...yeah sure dad...one of my baaasst friend wen i tell her "yaar i'm done wid reading yaar may b i sud find myself a job" she say's "WAT!!!!!!u will b just a graduate yaar!!wat will u say to ur grand children"..i was like "sooo Sweet ur thinkin abt my grand children ur a genius daaa"..ppl who know me wud have understood who gave this MAST advice..my other best friend on a serious note said"preri......(silence)..nooo its not right for u...if not preri.....(sip of coffee)(more silence)...okay preri....(nodding her head)...nahh its not 4 u...hey preri..." i was like "hey dayaaaaaa can u tell me???"...i cud'nt believe wat she said.."arey yaar shaadi karle yaar who hi set kardega"..i just laughed n gave her one disgusting look after all dat suspense i thought its something related to "Harvard or MIT"...now lets c wat my family meeting Say's (of course family meeting means excluding me)..bro:"lets leave it to her but v will decide d options"(WAH!!jiyoooo mereee lal).. uncle:"let her give a shot wid gre backup is CAT...for that backup is job..for dat backup is GATE wassay??"..i said "kaka u forgot many more courses like MBBS,BA,BCOm,...etc..etc"...may b he thinks i am a born Einstein...on d contrary aunt says:"even if u get 500 score also beta in gre v will pay n get u a seat"..i am soo thankful for her moral support n encouragement...my other close friend says"u have everthing vee nice aggregate u have talent u have really good background..wat do i have...then he told me his 109 problems n woes"i mentally noted in my Brian "never to ask him advice again ever after"...these r like few advice's i got...wat do i do now??where will my road lead to may be i will figure it out n write it in next blog!!!!!!!!(touch wood)