PHEWW...LIFE SUCKSSS!!

Yeah.. Yeah..

Get up. Get out.
Move on, move on,there's no doubt
I'm all wrong,You're right
It's all the same with you
I'm too thin, too fat
You ask why, so
why, so why, so why, so why?

On and on and on and on
On and on and on and on

Don't wanna grow up
I wanna get out
Hey, take me away
I wanna shout out
Take me away, away, away, away
Away...

Round and round, here we go again
Same old start, same old end
Turn my head, I turn back again
Same old stuff never ends
Do this, do that. Can't deal, can't deal with that
I tune in, tune out. I've heard it all before
Hello, goodbye. Never asking me why
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

On and on and on and on
On and on and on and on

Don't wanna grow up
I wanna get out
Hey, take me away
I wanna shout out
Take me away, away, away, away
Away...

[Guitar solo]

Don't wanna grow up
I wanna get out
Hey, take me away
I wanna shout out
Take me away, away, away, away
Away...

Don't wanna grow up
I wanna get out
Hey, take me away
I wanna shout out
Take me away, away, away, away
Away...

Round and round, here we go again
Same old story, the same old end
Turn my head, I turn back again
Same old stuff never ends
LIFE SUCKSS...
CAUTION:With due respect for every reader who is reading this blog...this blog consists nothing but negativity..people who are happy go lucky and anti-PESSIMIST(filled with positive waves or something..)..."PLZZ STAY AWAY"
where was i ....yeah...life sucks... ask me y!!!2 weeks back i joined "RAMAKRISHNA MATH" one of d greatest math's in d world
I joined d math to stuff in optimistism which went well before i was struck by my destiny to force me to change back to normal!!!

WEEK FULL OF TANTRUMS FOR BEING POSITIVE HEADED:--
1.save as much as you can money..it can be useful for someone
I DID BY JOINING THE RTC BUS>>>
lost my baby N70...may be its useful to d person who chucked it 4m me!!
2.Be calm when your anger and count numbers...till 100 is more than enugh
WAS WALKING BACK HOME BIKE HIT ME>>>
Kept cool and said its k...d man gathered crowd and started yelling..one..two..three..fuck...oopes its hard to concerntrate wid bunch of idiots shouting at u

3.everything happens for a reason...and will change your life's forever
WENT TO COLLEGE ON A RAINY DAY>>>
No umbrella noo problem....got cold,fever,conjuctiveeyes was at home 4 10 days on bed..life's really changed...SUCCESSFULLY PLACED in attendence shortage list wow!!

4.make ur life very simple...start with cloths and life style
GANESH POOJA AT FRIENDS PLACE>>>
No {ornaments,gaudy dress}....the moment i arrived at function my friend was wearing my dress and had bunch of admirers...."i am cool..i am veryy COOL"

5.Be MODEST (*keyword modest)...never accept any kind of eulogy
WITH DADDY TODAY>>>
had been going to french classes wid my college...dad:your working very hard to manage your life--me:No papa its easy..not as much as you r--dad:yeah..u shud be doing 1 or 2 projects..blah blah blah...my dad goes to office at 10:30 n comes back by 6!!!!!
6.learn from mistakes...never repeat again
5 SIMPLE RULES>>>

1.you have money spend it...if not someone else will..donate 4m ur bank savings
2.when in anger...count till 3..after that(if fight is still on then) punch hard
3.nothing happens 4 a reason..it happens because of reason
4.do what makes you happy!!sophisticated or simple!!
5.NO COMMENTS PLEASE...i am very modest(in my way!!)

QUARTER LIFE CRISIS!!!

Terrified... mortified... stupefied...By myself,may be because "the fact" is sinking in me that I will not be pampered by my parents or have my lovely friends beside me to share everything(which is what i did passt 10 years)..ALERT-"i am just other kid who is aspiring!! to land up in US for MS"(surprise surprise!!)..right now everybody even me as matter of fact are so focused on career's,resumes and placements that its hard to even think about a day off to do something for fun,even if we do find time we end up talking about any of the above three topic's!!!..As far as my parents are considered the only topic that comes up during meal times is "who got into which company n loads of bullshit about 'me coming to age'(in 2 months i am going to 21)"..Actually i am thinking abt that too(THE OTHER WAY AROUND!!)...Mums usually fussing about how untidy i am and dad about my acads,projects n abt my savings account!!

My thinking has taken a DRASTIC turn and interestingly i feel people around me are going through same phase..May be (*key word may be...completely my opinion..y..since its my blog!!) we change our complete character here strictly speaking of myself,I became more selfish,egoistic and boring!!...I never fought with my school friends(except for cat fights we usually have..y..becoz we are gals!!)now a days its highly unusually if one among us is not pissed at others!!...All along (4 years of engineering) i dreamed was about "D day" i.e collecting my certificates and throwing disgusting looks on all those people who deserved it(knock knock my professor's...y...becuase they r too sweet n charming!!) but now all i feel is not leaving dat(stupid!sucking!!) college...y..thats a billion dollar question huh???

I was never scared about future..its not because i dint think about,i have a friend who kindly enlightens us about all sorts of exams,companies,..whatever related to career!!...but i was confident that everything is well planed..but now seriously thinking about it i find flaws n loophole's everywhere!!!!Does this mean i am finally screwed up!!!Is this y Hrithik sang "main aisa kyon hoon??(in lakshya movie)Is everybody (my age mates!!)this insecure??... I am ending up doing everything I once thought is uncool like 4 example " i am boring you with this stupid blog!!" ...Finally somebody is happy with whats happening to me(changes n stuff)..guess who????



my parent's they think I am growing up and learning my priorities but tahdaaaaaaaaa actually i am "CRACKING UP" and learning to confuse myself...!!!

EVERYBODY'S FOOL!!

Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled

Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

It Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool....

One of finest song!!! well d song puts all d meaning in world esp about broken relationship's...

My doubts gets stronger n stronger when i read about couple's breakup in d paper (and around!!)or count number of "heart broken" communities exsisting in orkut...really i feel its quite rare now a days to find a strong+long term+committed relationship between two people...
the other day i watched "the train".."dnt ask y" or even "how could you"..i assure you that i am sane enough to write this blog after watching dat movie also!!..definitely it was a new topic with dark subtitle "bewafa..dard..judai"!!..Y cant they give us a break n think something new its been ages(decades) since this topic enlightened us!!...if people think movies are inspiring u will have to tag ur mate 24*7!!...

I wonder where those days have gone (though i was a kid then) those early 90's where every teen sang they heart out ki "pehala nasha phela humara.."..

There is no more trust,sincerity,oh wait i forgot something yeah "love" actually....

May be this means generation leap...but i always prefer old Hindi movie's with innocent twists....

P.S:-Inspired 4m the break up of bips n john they were my favourite couple!!